IS THIS YOUR EXPERIENCE?
I knelt to pray when day was done,
and prayed "O lord bless everyone.
Lift from every saddened heart the pain,
and let the sick be well again."
And then I woke another day,
and carelessly went upon my way.
The whole day long I did not try,
to wipe a tear from any eye.
I did not try to share the load,
of any brother on the road.
I did not even go to see,
the sick man just next door to me.
Yet once agian when day was done,
I prayed "O lord bless everyone."
But as I prayed unto my ear,
there came a voice that wispered clear.
"Whom have you tried to bless today?
whom have you helped on the way?
God's sweetest blessings always go,
to the hands that serve him here below."
And then i hid my face and cried,
"Forgive me God, for i have lied.
Let me but live another day,
and i will live the way i pray!"

Yea so its defiantly 3:17 I'm the fuckin A.M. this is nuts. i gotta work on this sleep habit. anyway whats up blogger's. shits crazy as usual in the good ole l-burg. I'm sittin here not to drunk anymore missin the hell out my girl and writin a damn blog. my bro comes in this week from Tenn. so yea i just moved into my new crib. 2 bed, livingroom, laundry room, full bath, kitchen type area, and the room when you first walk in. all fr $450. that's a lot better then the one bed i just moved out of. you know i was thinkin to night and its a very sad reality that i truly only know like 5people that have never done drugs or alcohol.(we always do that don't we. separate drugs and alcohol but aren't they one in the same? Alcoholics are in the grip of a powerful “craving,” or uncontrollable need, for alcohol that overrides their ability to stop drinking. This need can be as strong as the need for food or water. isn't that a drug?) this world is so twisted and demented that people have to put themselves in another mind frame just to cope. well enough of this im tired.

What the fuck is up world. you know there are days when i just don't understand why everybody cant just be freakin happy. i mean fuck you could walk outside right now and got to your mailbox and some drunk comes along and mows you down. or you could be enjoying a fun day at kings dominion and the track comes off of the coaster. point is you never know when your going to die. wow these new Joose malt liquors are the shit. back to topic. i mean whats the point in being mad all the time anyway. my recent incarcerations have left me with a very short temper. but i don't let it linger. i get mad and as soon as i walk away I'm done. i don't think about it anymore. its no use in staying mad. i mean really what the hell are you gonna change by walking around all huffy puffy and red in the face. and another thing this goes out to those certain individuals yea you know the ones that complain about every fuckin thing!
God that's the most annoying thing in the world, someone that complains about everything. the weather sucks, my mcmuffins over cooked, the coffee not good, to much traffic, lights take to long, the suns in my eyes, all these damn automated recordings, i always get in the wrong line. well fuck let just turn around and go back to fuckin perfect town. i mean damn life sucks. gas prices are going to rise, people are going to die, and god forbid things are going to go wrong. THAT'S LIFE!!!! get over it! i have enough shit going on in my life then to sit here and listin to someone bitch about their eggs being cooked wrong. i wish walmart would start selling balls so men could stop acting like pansies and start acting like the men God intended them to be.
well i done bitched long enough. that's my venting for the month. and not to mention these joose's are starting to work on me. until next time be safe world!

last night!

This is some shit. last night i got my car impounded for thirty days cause of some new freakin rule in that piss ass town of bedford! Over some bullshit! now i have to wait till Monday and go to bedford and petition the courts and hope i can get it back. but here's the thing i don't have a licence cause i didn't realize i had an unpaid fine and now my licence is suspended. great! they got bee line (wrecker service) to come and impound it and if i don't get it out soon they charge a $30 a day storage fee which in 30 days will be $900!!! But hell enough crying over spilt milk.
My name is James Arnao. I'm 22 will be 23 in September and this is my first blog. hell of a way to start. i don't go school but i do work full time at a body shop in mad. heights. i buy, fix, and occasionally sell a car or two(check'em out, you might find something you likehttp://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=152068914&albumId=2420651). right now though with the economy the way it is I'm not sellin to much of nothin. i work an insane amount to only be 22. i get up at 6:30 and i get to work around 7:30. i usually get off anywhere from 5 to 6 and a lot of time its later then that. Monday through Saturday. most weeks i even work Sundays. the only reason I'm not there now is cause i don't have a means of transportation.
well I'm out.